Archive for October, 2007

consequences

it’s just one minute mistake, or so i thought.
but the end result might be more than i could probably bear.
ever.

the discourse of things has changed, no matter the countless explanations.
the regrets are pointless. what’s done cannot be undone.
i expected what’s to come. i underestimated the scale of it though.
sigh.

tomorrow, i dread.
the day after and the day after that will be brighter days.
i hope so. i pray so. i desire so.

silence is bitter.
but silence is better, for now at least and maybe for good.

oh Lord,
Your grace and faithfulness must prevail once again.
i know it will. i trust it will.
i lay it all in Your loving hands.

amen.

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flabbergasted

read this article during lunch…

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date: october 30, 2007; tuesday
published in: the star / the star online
url: singaporeans blur on sex

Singaporeans blur on sex

MANY Singaporeans have been seeking help from doctors on how to have sexual intercourse, Sin Chew Daily reported yesterday.

Singapore Thomson Medical Centre (TMC) founder Dr Cheng Wei Chen said the hospital received several people every month, mostly university graduates, seeking their guidance on how to “do it”.

Its urology senior consultant Dr Lin Fa Cai said he once treated a woman who was married for 10 years and supposedly had sex more than 1,000 times, but was still a virgin.

Dr Lin said the husband, who had a doctorate degree, and his wife, who complained of being unable to conceive, sought help at the hospital.

“The couple told me they had sex about three times a week but when I examined the wife, her hymen was still intact.

“He had a doctorate degree but zero knowledge on sex,” he said.

Another doctor, who declined to be named, said a couple in their 30s sought help from Mount Elizabeth Hospital and Medical Centre for failing to conceive after seven years of marriage.

He said he found no problem with the couple but later discovered that the husband withdrew just before ejaculating.

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i was quite amused by the content.

and with information so easily attainable nowadays through media, it’s hard to imagine a person with a doctorate degree not getting the right information. c’mon lar, even lower secondary school kids these days know about the ‘how to do it‘ stuff.

i mean, really…

did you doze off when your classmates oo-ed and ahh-ed during biology class?
haven’t you receive spam mails in your inbox or pop-up adverts when browsing through the net?

don’t you crack dirty jokes during lunch with your colleagues?
what sort of music / movies are you occupying your leisure time with?
haven’t you been reading newspaper articles, magazines or even novels?

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the list goes on without an end…

i still can (choose to) believe if you tell me that a person is blur about other topics such as political issues, latest high-tech gadgets, etc… or if the person is living in some poor rural area where education and information is not available to all…

but you are living in singapore and sex is media’s sizzling hot topic.

seriously, enlighten me!
i’m truly curious..

how have you avoided the media’s constant bombardings of such useful information?

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quote of the day

“take everything to God first before you take anything to men”

-rev. kenneth chin-

:: s.a.l.t service; oct 27, 07 (sat) ::

 

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kaleidoscopic landscapes

i was back at wei-ling’s gallery again yesterday morning. yupp, i did my first assignment for the peak magazine there. i interviewed juhari said then.

i just realised that I didn’t post up anything about juhari said, troy ruffels and sophie milman yet.
note to self: do it soon!

anyway, i was assigned to interview choy chun wei this time.
choy, who hails from kuala lumpur, is actually a fast rising local artist in the contemporary arts scene as he has made a name for himself with his unmistakable collage works. his much-anticipated first solo exhibition ‘kaleidoscopic landscapes’ will feature his new works which are “a major shift from his earlier pieces which concentrated more upon layering of found materials, and less upon colour. [his] new works have expanded into another realm with the introduction of moving perspectives and multiple dimensions, coupled with the use of vivid colours and cut outs from glossy magazines to reflect the materialism of our urban environment.”

Trappings

trappings by choy chun wei
medium: mixed media on canvas, 2007

183cm x 414cm

being there at wei-ling’s gallery again certainly brought memories. i remembered how tensed i was during my first interview, how i felt that my list of questions sounded dumb half way through my interview, how i felt dumb being there, how all those thoughts that i-wasn’t-suitable-for-the-job or that my-article-won’t-be-suitable-for-peak’s-readers etc. flooded my mind.

by the way, the peak magazine is actually an exclusive magazine available only through subscription — thus, the ‘additional’ pressure…

nevertheless, the worry was for nothing.
God’s awesome favour really prevailed through it all — even how i got this job is another testimony on its own.

it was truly a privilege to be able to go there again. both wei ling and farzeera (and the rest whom i haven’t gotten to really know yet) are just fantastic with their hospitality. the first time i was there i felt instantly welcome (but nervous). yesterday was no different except that i was less nervous lar.

and while i was there, guess who did i bumped into? juhari said!
he was there to collect back his artwork, which was really brilliant and one of a kind.
both he and wei-ling sounded more than please with the feature article that i wrote. after about two minutes into the conversation, i broke the news to them that i haven’t seen the printed version of the article yet.

yep, i’ve yet to collect my copies of the magazine from my editor. i don’t get a chance to see her often mar. another cons (or pros — depending how you look at it) of working as a freelancer.

wei ling was kind enough to lend me her copy of the magazine for me read.
sad but true, i only had enough time to flip through the pages, saw the heading, byline and standfirst and just caught a quick glimpse of the layout of the page along with a quick reading of the first paragraph of the article before hearing the honk of the taxi which was waiting for me outside.

i had to rush off for another interview at kl convention centrewhich i will share about in another blog entry.

i’ve been waiting for so long to read my own article — since september till now.
sigh, so close and yet so far.
you tell me, geram or not!

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mi blog en español

like every other morning, i had a quick browse at my not-so-popular-yet blog before i started work. as i was looking at my blog stats just to see who read my blog, i noticed an unfamiliar link at the ‘referrers’ section.

curious, of course la i clicked it. and this is what i discovered: mi blog.
someone actually read mi blog en español (my blog in spanish).

so happy.
well, as they say in spanish: muchas gracias! … which means thank you very much!

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paypal

ok, quick post before i retire for the night.
i tell you, sleeping before 12 midnight is a luxury for me these past few months. :-(

anyhow, praise God for my first pay cheque from the peak.
a long three months wait it was — cons of writing on a freelance basis.
guess i’m a step closer to getting a camera now.
question is which one?
i’m still waiting to see the print version of my article tho.
okay, patience.

i’ve side track (before i even started).
main purpose of this supposedly quick post is to ask if there’s anyone who uses paypal here? i’ve been curious to know how it all works.
so, anyone?

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this or that or another?

i’m torn between options.

money. money.
money

ok, no time to elaborate.
more on my dilemma later… if i got the mood to blog lar.
one word: lazy! …busy!

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i am…

… craving for melted dark chocolate.

yes, melted!
no second thoughts.

 

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the right walk?

i looked at HIM and ask: “where to next?”

He lovingly provided three pathways; all three was guaranteed of His awesome blessings. i was spoilt for choice, but i was assured i had His green light no matter what. it was a tough decision, but i finally made my choice. He smiled and said He’ll be there with me no matter what.

“the walk will not be easy,” He said.
i nodded cos’ i knew.

i had to decide how should i walk along that path.
should i run? or jump?
do i skip? or have a slow stroll?
how often will i pull away from His firm grip to have a look at the pretty flowers?

i made my choice. now i’m walking the walk.

the question is:
am i walking the walk the right way? do i have the right attitude that pleases Him?

He said:
love Him, honour Him and be faithful with what’s given to you — no matter what.

“you’ll do great, my dearest child!”

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been reading the life of 17 year old Joseph.

partially cos’ of Christmas production, but also cos’ i don’t really remember studying about his much.
he wasn’t given the chance to really choose anything. whether he liked it or not, he was placed on that one road and had no choice but to walk along that particular road as well.

how he chose to walk the walk made all the difference.

nope, not easy at all okay…

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silly conversation

the phone conversation with jkm:

me: i think i lost my OKU card. how do i apply for a new one?
mr. A: easy. just bring 3 passport size pictures, photocopy of IC and a photocopy of your OKU card.
me: i just lost my card. how do you expect me to photocopy it?
mr. A: didn’t you photocopy it before?
me: i don’t have any extras with me now. can i give a doctor’s letter from UH certifying my condition?
mr. A: oh, not all doctor’s letter we accept.
me: er, so what kind do you accept?
mr. A: i’m not sure. you just bring it on monday and look for puan B. see if she accepts it.
me: huh? what if she doesn’t accept? it’s quite inconvenient for me to keep going to jkm. what if i bring along my ’surat pengesahan pendaftaran cacat’ which was issued by your department. i have my pendaftaran number, you should be able to check and refer it with your database. would that be good enough?
mr. A: don’t ask me silly questions. just come on monday and meet puan B.

i kid you not.
silly questions? i’m getting silly replies.

i blame myself for being careless.
period.

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