Ripples ‘n’ Puzzle Pieces

the battle has finally ended.
the victory is sweet and totally unexpected.
the reward is far greater than what i had imagine it to be.

well, when God plays a trick on you
rest assured it’s a good trick
that will keep you grinning from ear to ear
your mind telling you that everything that has happen is for real
and your heart thanking Him every second

i’m still speechless whenever i think of the twist of events that has happened in the last 48 hours.

God just loves playing tricks on me. 

i’m not too sure if i took enough time to think thoroughly about my decision but what’s done is done. perhaps, there might be something to look forward for in the future. well, perhaps. it’s too early to weight out the pros and cons, and the consequences that will follow but i’ll remain positive nevertheless.

well, at least the bumming period is over. and i’m glad.

on another note, i’ll be moving out from this place soon. the packing highlighted many bittersweet memories of the past. i miss it to a certain extend. things seemed less complicated then. the company of close friends were my greatest treasure. it still is until today. but when things changes it’ll never be the same again.

my heart is aching from the uncertainty that lies ahead. i wish i knew what to say or what to do. i can only trust that it’ll be well. please believe that as well.

first it’s the story about the stingy old man who calculated every cent to the dot. then the story shifts to the young lady who striped of her skirt and changed to her jeans at the back of his car. then came the poor old woman who got rejected just because she stayed nearby.

then another shared about the gatal orang putih and his favourite spot for cheap girls. he said men have a hard time controlling their urges. he said his son was a good example. he accepted the grandson only because the grandson was his flesh and blood. then he asked if i had done it.

the next one only spoke when he needed direction. he wasn’t interested in any sort of conversation. well, at least i tried.

then another thought i was an australian. until he heard me conversing in broken chinese to him. i got a 20 cent discount after that. he also apologised for driving fast. his reason was because he had to meet a friend who’s going to pass him some dvds. he was addicted to those kind of dvds. he watches it when his wife is at work. he’s confident his wife will never find out. i silently wish that his wife find out soon.

the last conversation with a simple middle age indian gentleman was … well, simple. we talked about his family and their hardships, my job and my hardship, elections and many other general things. sometimes, simple conversations are the best.

i’ve always enjoyed conversing with taxi drivers. although some may not be educated, but they are very knowledgeable. and they like talking to you.

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it’s a good message, perhaps a good reminder to be thankful for the little things we tend to miss out.

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this happens when i have loads of time in my hands and feeling emo for no apparent reason.

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i drew a kindergarten drawing using paintbrush.

you really don’t need talent and inspiration for such art. trust me.

someone asked me a few days ago, “are you (meaning me) fierce?” i said i think so and that i can be fierce if the need arises.
the person said that it might come in handy one day. i told him i look forward for that day to come to pass.

i felt like a fool then. now i don’t feel so foolish anymore.
the Lord said, “I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten…” (Joel 2:25). indeed He did. and it felt good.

perhaps that door isn’t sealed after all. it’s just closed but not shut tight and locked. i’ll patiently wait and see.

i hardly ever bother to try out such quizzes but out of sheer fun i tried this one. my verdict on this one? it’s spot on!

You Follow Your Head

You’re rational, collected, and logical.Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you’ve even been accused of being very picky. While you’re cool, you’re not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don’t mind waiting to get it.

so stop asking me why it’s so hard for me to get a guy.
i believe in waiting.

*lolz*